Can I say I'm overwhelmed? By what? I don't know. I can't describe. These assortments of emotions weighing heavily on my heart cannot seem to express themselves outwardly. They scream to be set free. They beg to be let out, but I fear it. I fiddle with the lock and pretend that I don't have the key in my pocket. I tell them to calm down as another one moves into the cage. The restlessness completely overtakes my body as they all fight to get out. I can't sit still. I can't think. I can't do much of anything. I want to cry. I want to scream in anger. I want to smile. I want to find a way out.
What are all these emotions? Anger, bitterness, frustration, confusion, joy, restlessness, upset, jealous, envy, sadness, hatred, resentment, and so much more. I'm fighting the tears. I'm fighting the flow. But I feel like a fire hydrant about to be let open. Any moment. Any day. Any hour. Any minute. Any second.
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