Weak

Weeks ago, I started a Tumblr account. I originally created it for the purpose of overcoming an obstacle, and helping other people through theirs.

However, it dragged me down. Why? Because I'm too weak right now. I admit. Any other time, I would have been able to. And maybe one day, I would be able to get back on. However, it's not that it's a bad place. It was what I was allowing it to do to me.

Do I want to go back? Yes. I want to start my account and hope that I would use it different. But I wouldn't. And it just triggers everything for me.

I'm just too weak right now. And I need to work on a lot in my life in order to be able to do things I want to do.

God keep me strong so that I don't convince myself I can do it. Keep me strong so that I can pursue you above all else. Because I have a feeling these next few weeks, I will be missing those things...